Confusing Thoughts

well today i was really reallysad because well onestly (this makes me feel weird) but i want a guy in my life. so feeling really on the low i called my girlfriend (even though im gay i still love her) hoping to be chierd up like i usally get when im down and talk to her but nothing just wandering if idk it just feels weird i suppose

tomtombear tomtombear
18-21, M
2 Responses Aug 2, 2008

Same here :)

There are a lot of different reactions to finding out that one is interested in people of the same sex. It ranges from sadness, to panic, to indifference, to celebration. Just take your time. Do what feels right for you. It's okay...

I'm happy with being gay. Love is love, no gender necessary. Its true! The sad truth is I'm still the same me beneath. Still terminally shy and blind.
With the quip of the famous Hancock*, I might as give up now and do something else- like become a traffic warden instead.
*Tony Hancock, philosopher, late of 9, Railway Cuttings, East Cheam, who shared lodgings with Sid James, wit and raconteur.