Sometimes I wish I wasn't gay. There's nothing wrong with being gay but it's just hard

I've recently been coming out of the closet but I haven't to my parents kus they don't accept me for who I am now let alone being gay

And I start community college soon and how do I get into the dating world when I'm not familiar with it, who wants to date a guy with no experience my area is very liberal so most gay people are out and sexually active but not me

I strive to better myself especially with what's going on in my life other then the gay part but sometimes I just want to throw in the towel
Vaughn37 Vaughn37
18-21, M
2 Responses Aug 16, 2014

Never give up buddy you will get a nice guy i am sure of that so keep your chin up it will happen

Thank you sir :)

I feel the same way as you quite a lot. I haven't come out to my parents yet either, and I have the feeling that they would be disappointed and sad, but worry they wouldn't accept me for me. It's tough living with this big of a secret and I wish I could be more open with it.

If you'd like to chat sometime I'm totally down. And it's true and something I still struggle with but I think it's more important for me well for us to accept it within ourselves and then tell out parents or whoever because regardless of how other people view out sexuality it doesn't matter as long as we're happy

I like to hear other peoples' experiences because it's nice hearing other people who have been through/are going through what I'm going through. I'd like to hear your story!