I Feel Trapped.

Although I am having trouble with being gay. I still like it i like thinking about being next to a man. Holding him close to feel all of him muscles, and joints ,and feel his chest move when he breaths.  But if I were to come out, and the hole world would know i would be an Evan more outsider than I am.  I'm already the weirdest at my school and they look at me like I'm from mars. They might take that into action if i told them i was gay the might through rocks or graffiti my house.

I FEEL TRAPPED.

lewi14 lewi14
13-15, M
2 Responses Mar 21, 2009

Hey I understand how you feel too I had alot of trouble in school growing up, even in high school I wasn't "picked on or bullied then but I would notice guys more than girls and would get alot of anxiety because I was like "am i gay". In elementary I was picked on, so basically I feel ya or know what you mean.

Hey I understand how you feel too I had alot of trouble in school growing up, even in high school I wasn't "picked on or bullied then but I would notice guys more than girls and would get alot of anxiety because I was like "am i gay". In elementary I was picked on, so basically I feel ya or know what you mean.