I am trying to forgive you for all the hurt you have caused. I had a feeling it was never meant to be when you started telling me that all I ever do is cry. I kept trying and trying, but you didn't want it to work. I've held on to you for too long, finally facing the fact that you've met someone else, I am swallowing my pride and trying to forgive you for all the pain you've caused. I no longer am holding on to the dream that you and I are meant to be. I've been used and abused enough. You are a liar and a user. I'm still working on forgiving you, but even more so I am working on forgiving myself for believing in you.