I Can't Forgive And Forget
I think i really have a mental bock with forgiving. I can't forgive. I hold grudges very strongly. I honestly think i'm an angry soul.I want to forgive and forget. Even with the people i love the most i can't forgive. When someone does something bad or upset me EVERYTHING bad that they've ever done pops up in my head and i get really upset. I feel so bad for the people who have to put up with me cause i know i'm a real pain in the ***. It culd be the smallest thing an i get upset. It's either i'm extremely sensitive, my bi polarness, or the forgiveness blockade. To anyone that has to put up with me i'm really sorry when i get that upset of hold unintentional grudges. i really don;t mean to and i really try to fix it.