I was brought up an atheist but never was one. I have studied and taught Hinduism, Buddhism, Christianity, Judaism and Islam at university. I have lived with a spirit guide for 27 years. In the last 7 I have recognised him as Jesus Christ. But very little I see in christianity seems to have anything to do with his personality. I feel The whole of Christianity needs to change and yet I want to walk humbly and not challenge people who may falter in their faith. The use of the bible as a law book, the insularity and the militaristic language drive me nuts. Am I a voice crying in the wilderness?