ThoughtsI had always been raised in a Christian household. I used to believe in it so strongly; I used to try to convert people.
And now, I don't know. My Christian lifestyle certainly has degraded for the past several years. But it had never been quite strong in the first place. There had always been doubt existing in my mind.
Now, I feel extremely exploratory over other beliefs, and the lack of belief, yet I feel pressured to ask as my Christian peers do for fear of isolation and rejection from others.