I've been raised a muslim since I was young. I deeply respect the religion and have no problems with it whatsoever. I just don't feel as though religion is for me sometimes. The older I get, and the more I think about it, I question more and more whether there is a God or not. When my older brother told my dad he was going to become an Atheist it caused a big commotion and made me think even more about whether religion is for me. You could say I have daddy issues with religion...my dad always forced surahs and quotes from the qur'an upon us. I really coudln't stand it and I may have gained some reluctance to religion because of that. Religion just always forces a blank on me nowadays.