I Am....But I shouldnt. I feel like sometimes the only reason I dont is so I dont have to explain myself to others. I have been there. But I'd rather just be a recluse and live in solitude. I dont know how I am going to get through this next phase of my life. I have no idea...... I have a boyfriend who loves me soooo muuuch but he doensnt understand these emotional things I cant control. I dont think he even knows where to start with this. I know he wishes he could help but he doesnt know how. And I dont know how to tell him to help me. I know he doesnt want me in pain but I cant do anything else right now but feel pain. Lots of it.
AlyceOverTheRainbow 26-30, F 4 Responses 0 Jun 12, 2011