With Words' - They Hurt Me So Bad.My health care team REFUSES to put up with it because they know for me, that the WORDS hurt MORE then actions' - I cannot always understand words' as well as actions' - so they confuse and HURT much deeper and more...
So when I really want to hurt me, I call myself LOTS of ugly names like the ones' the people who "hurt" me did.
Am trying to change this behavior though, just gets hard because how else do I punish me or be sure to take on all the responsability I have to - it is SO hard to figure out this balance thing in taking responsibility - yeah, I take on more then I am told I need to or should even go near, but if I do not, then who will?
Plus, I rather take on TOOOOO much, then TOOOOO little!
stigmafree 31-35 1 Response 0 Jul 6, 2011