Yesterday.......I looked up how to obtain a gun in my state of residence. I've struggled with suicidal thoughts for an extremely long time, but I've never actually had it as an option. Sadly, getting all the permits and then the gun itself with the ammo is something I can't even afford at the moment. So for now I'm just going to rot away inside.
fightthedayaway 26-30, F 0 May 4, 2012