Dead End?

in a particular state of mind my conciousness and my perception is stuck somewhere in the past i believe. in this particular state of mind i look but i dont see, i hear but i dont listen, i touch but i dont feel, i eat but i dont taste, i smell but i dont differ. now please tell me is it just me or anyonelse experiencing the same ****? 
durbinefesalya durbinefesalya
22-25, M
Jul 24, 2010