Bad Day Today
I don't even know where to start. I'm not the brightest person alive. I make so many stupid mistakes that I can barely live with and people seem to rub it in or talk behind my back that I am stupid. My friends and peers will make fun of me for being stupid but why can't they see that this is my flaw? I won't say hey you are fat so why is it different to say hey you are stupid? I just want people to know that the stupid mistakes i make or people make are honest and we are, I am, just stupid. I don't even know what to do. Its not like I can work out and get rid of the fat...I thought that going to college and getting all A's would make me smarter but I'm the same. I still make STUPID mistakes so now I have to learn to live like this. But how do I learn to forgive myself for the stupid mistakes I've made? I've tried laughing at myself and with others but deep down I want to smack my head against a wall or hide in the closet of my room so no one can see me. How do you guys do it? What do I do? Should I get therapy?