I'm beginning to wonder if it was never real for him... I gave myself for nothing :(
Aplw Aplw
36-40, F
2 Responses Dec 16, 2012

His behavior is unacceptable. You are worth so much more than you are being acknowledged. I am sorry you had to have this painful experience. *hugs*

I'm sorry Aplw. I read your other posts and it seems to me that you were just a convenience for him. When he lost time for you it was easy to just give you up. I think you are right that it was never real for him. Or he wanted it to start with and lost his drive somewhere. How ever it happened I'm sorry you went through it. I hope it doesn't move you away from your desires in the lifestyle.

Good luck in your journey.

Thank you