My Submissive Story

Hello. I Am Submissive. I live a real time 24/7 submissive slave lifestyle. I am married to my Master whom I refer to as "Papi". I have been a submissive person for as long as I can remember. My first marriage ended after 11 years because he took no responsibilities in our life. I HAD to be the dominate person in charge of everything. I was very unhappy in every aspect of my marriage. I met Papi through mutual friends of ours. Our relationship for three months was strictly on the phone and through text messages. He worked out of state and I was attending college. We were friends on the phone before we were anything else. I shared my life story with him and he shared his as well. I fell in love with him before we ever met. He was so different than my ex husband. He was the boss on the job. He commanded respect and was given respect. He lived a lifestyle completely different than mine. He was worldly and I was just a simple girl from the country. He grew up in the city and ran the streets as a young adult. He entered college at sixteen and joined the service when he completed school. He owned his own business at a young age. During our phone conversations I realized that he was a very dominate man. After my split with my husband I compiled a list of things that i wanted out of my next relationship and if someone didnt meet my expectations I wouldn't date them. I have two children and I didn't want to be one of those moms who's door revolved with men coming in and out. Papi met my expectations and then some. After three months of talking with him I decided that it was time we met. I drove to meet him in the state that he was currently working. It was love at first sight! We have been inseperable since that day. We married five months later. Things were great between us. No fussing or fighting. My kids cherish him. Things rocked on for a few months and again I got complacent. I often wondered if things going bad were my fault. He was a very dominate man when it came to his job, but he wasn't so much at home. I am a very hot headed person and I am bad about topping from the bottom. I am lively and a brat. He couldn't understand me and I couldn't understand him. We split up for a few weeks to figure out how we wanted our relationship to go while he went back on the road to work. I was happy and miserable at the same time. For the life of me I couldn't figure out what went wrong. After three weeks apart he called and told me that he was coming home. I had changed him in so many ways and the only thing he could come up with was be himself and lose me or keep on doing what we were and lose me anyway. That was the turning point of our relationship. Things changed the minute he walked in the door. Gone was the man who played it safe and bent to make me happy. He came in full force and as dominate as I had ever seen! It was wonderful. The man that I fell in love with was back. The boss. Things are going great for us now. He is in his element and I am in mine. Hindsight is 20/20. He was worried that I would think he was too controling if he was himself. I thought he would think I was a freak if i told him what I wanted. I wished that we had discussed things in the beginning. I am 100% happier with my life now. He is a wonderful master. We are learning together, but we have our natural instincts to guide us. I was born a submissive and he a dominate leader. Thank you for reading my story.

madreoso madreoso
2 Responses Feb 11, 2009

no, this isn't just a bedroom thing. We live the lifestyle 24/7. I have the right to my own opinions and he listens to them. He ultimately has the final say, though.

that was an awesome story. so he just basically is the one makes all the choices and what not? this isnt just a sexual thing?