It Must Run In The Family . . .

My mom is a procrastinator. My grandmothers (both) have admitted to procrastinating. My older sister and I also struggle with it as well.
Every single day I suffer from being a procrastinator. I have big dreams and I know that I won't get there if I continue doing what I do now. It's just so hard!
I'll wake up and think "How much can I sleep in without having to race to the bus stop?" So I'm usually supposed to be at my stop at 7:20 and I wake up at 6:50. And I'm a girl! Girls need, like, an hour and a half to get ready. Universally known fact.
It's especially bad with homework, too. I used to be a straight-A student and this past year I just plummeted. I had never gotten a B before and suddenly my grades were in the D and F category. It was a huge shocker and I was totally disgusted with myself. It's been a rocky road so far, but my grades have been A's and B's with the occasional C that I fight to get up. My parents are always by my side, and even though it can be sometimes annoying, I'm glad they're paying attention to me. It's been rough but I'm getting there.
But every morning it's that routine! The night before I think, I'll do my homework in the morning. In the morning I think I'll do it on the bus. On the bus I think I'll do it during morning class. During the class, I think I'll do this during lunch. And during lunch I think I'll do this straight before my class I need homework in. And usually I waste all of those opportunities and suddenly I have a C or something. I'm really having a hard time with this. I hope someday I can get to a stable mentality. This is what I need to reach my dreams. Do you guys have any advice?
sugarcoatedchainsaw sugarcoatedchainsaw
13-15, F
Dec 7, 2012