I've been suffering from depression for years. I stopped smoking cigarettes (seven months ago) and the anxiety has taken over. I hate the way I feel. Everything wrong I did in my life is bothering me daily. I was unemployed for 10 months, and I convinced myself if I get a job (any job) everything will be ok. Good news is I found a little part time job, but the anxiety is still here. I was wrong.
The doctors put me on some meds and they're not working. I still wake up every morning stressing about another sad day to live. I just want to feel hopeful again. I hate the way I feel.