I Lost The Love Of My Life

Jamie and I dated many years ago when we were in High School and for a few months after, when we broke up Jamie decided to move to CA(were both from PA). I thought about him often over the years and wondered how he was doing.We finally hooked up on another site in 2009 and it was as if we didn't skip a beat...He came for a visit and stayed for whole month and with in a few months I was packing my bags and moving to CA.Things were great for a while but it didn't last...I made some big mistakes and Jamie tried but he couldn't deal with the things I had done...It's been 3 months and I still can't move on,I cry every day and I question God,how could he let this happen,its like a sick joke...My heart aches so bad...I had the love of my life back only to lose him once again.
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2 Responses Oct 15, 2011

I think forgiveness is an essential ingredient to lasting love, maybe he is the one who made the biggest mistake but you can never know what the future may hold. You might find the strength to deal with whatever caused you to make those mistakes and get an other chance with him or even find a love of the rest of your life instead. Life is only 10 percent what happens to you and 90 percent how you react to it.

have you been in contact with him since then? sometimes you just need some time and space to heal wounds. there maybe hope yet....