I just broke up with my boyfriend less than an hour ago. I feel like relapsing, I want to die again. I just don't understand why everyone has to betray me? He refuses to excommunicate this girl that has been causing so much drama in our relationship. Then, I just found out he has a secret Instagram account with all his friends and stuff on there EXCEPT me. He is such a snaky bastard, I hate him. He's the only thing I had left. I have no friends, no family I can turn to. I'm just all alone with a broken heart. Just when I thought I was doing so well, this a**hole wrecks everything...AGAIN.