Trying To Get Over The Loss Of My Best Friend.......Its been a couple of weeks now that feel like an eternity. Im missing my best friend and lover intensely. I never wanted it to end, certainly not like this. I know that not talking is best or I will never get over her. I know I cant pick up the phone and call - even if I did, there would be no answer. You know in the beginning everything we said had forever in it. The passion and the love was very intense. Somewhere on this journey forever slowly turned into how long can we do this. I have analyzed everything these last two weeks and there isn't one memory I haven't re-lived since that last day- good and bad... Maybe there where more bad than good. Im not sure. Its all so hard to process right now. NOTHING makes sense. I know I love her enough that I want her to be happy. I know her being happy will not include me. Thats ok. Im proud of her and what she is trying to become. I miss you with all my heart.
bryancasey37 36-40 2 Responses 0 Mar 27, 2011