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NO Laughter Here

THE LAUGHTER IN MY EYES HAS FADED AWAY

A DARKNESS COMES OVER THEM, FOREVER TO STAY

MY SOUL IS STAINED DEEPLY BY MY NEW WAY OF LIFE

EACH DAY I STRUGGLE, KNOWING I'M NOT RIGHT

IN A FEW MONTHS, I HAVE AGED A FEW YEARS

I'M LIVING THE LIFE, I ONCE FEARED

TIME IS VENGEFUL TO ME, AS IT DOES PASS

I KNOW THIS LIFE, CANNOT MUCH LONGER LAST

I WILL FALL HARD INTO A PIT OF DESPAIR

HELL, SOMEDAYS I KNOW, I'M ALREADY THERE!

NO PRIDE IS WITHIN ME, IT'S BEEN THROWN AWAY

A BROKEN HEART NOW REMAINS, FOREVER TO STAY

LONELY IS THIS LIFE, I AM SO TIRED TO LIVE

I NO LONGER HAVE ANYTHING WORTHY TO GIVE

AGAIN I'LL FALL ASLEEP, WITH TEARS IN MY EYES

IT'S A HORRIBLE FEELING, WANTING TO DIE

YET HERE I REMAIN, IN PAIN, STRUGGLING TO STAY

THE LAUGHTER IN MY EYES HAS FADED AWAY!

CMG

sinnamon76 sinnamon76 31-35 2 Responses May 17, 2009

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that's nice sinnamon, and that's how it feels, like gasping for air, praying the pain will let go of our mind, or we might let go of ourselves, but we shouldn't be single-minded, we shouldn't reduce life to one relationship. We still believe somehow happiness is easy, but no, joy can come and go.<br><br />
This guilt feeling that comes with heartache is based on misconceptions about life and human nature; hold on to what you got, a lot of nice and humane people are going thru the same self-victimizing experience.<br><br />
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Hold on to the fragile beauties of life.

>>>HUG