I Lost My Boyfriend Because Of Borderline Personality Disorder.I'm gonna' cut to the chase. I had an amazing boyfriend..he was perfect to me and we had what seemed like a perfect relationship...until i got borderline personality disorder and paranoid personality disorder. Things quickly went downhill and now we're not together. He was the best thing that ever happened to me, and now i'm alone, heartbroken and depressed. How am i supposed to get over this? What am i supposed to do? I have no friends or family i can talk to, no activities to distract me, all i do is remember how perfect it was and feel depressed because it's over and its all my fault.
I just want to be loved, and be in a loving relationship despite my mental illness but it seems impossible. I need help. How am i supposed to get over this. Sigh.