My mother was on drugs for 20 years of my life . By the grace of God she quit and is now sober. I have been in a relationship for 4 years and have recently found out that my fiancé is addicted to cocaine . He pops pills sometimes and smokes weed and drinks on the regular . We recently moved in with each other and I am the most unhappy I have ever been in my life . I love him so much but feel so empty that he is killing himself with these drugs. He sees nothing wrong with it because he says it is fun . He recently has bee staying out all night and has fits of anger . We even have gotten into physical altercations because I have found him flirting with women via texting . Hardly anybody knows what is happening and I feel like I am going crazy . I know this is not the life I want to live but I am scared to let go . He won't go to NA meetings because he feels like nothing is wrong .
verice verice
31-35, F
1 Response Dec 15, 2013

You have to leave. It is only going to get worse as long as he doesn't see it's a problem. I am so sorry