Commitment Phobe!

I have been afraid of commitment for as long as I can remember. I am afraid of committed relationships, commitment to jobs, commitment to activities with friends, commitment to lying in someone arms. I NEED to be free. And I don't want to be this way. If I HAVE to do it, I don't want to. Even if it is fun. If I Have to go out on Friday nite to the best party in the world, by Thursday evening, I DO NOT WANT TO GO! I do not like to be held because I feel I am being held down. THe only thing that makes marriage even moderately comfortable is the thought that I can end it if I need to. I really think I kind of need help with this. I have been divorced this time about 6 years and the longer I stay divorced, the more I like the freedom. I am interested to hear if others feel this way,
whitefether whitefether
61-65, F
1 Response Jan 7, 2011

have you ever read or hear Al Turtle's Map of Relationship honey ?