I can say that I am the ugliest member of my family. Not terribly ugly, but not good looking either. I feel really bad about that. i've never had a girl friend because the girls that like me, I dont like back. And I dont want to be with a girl just for the fun of it. I am really smart, and have accomplished so much for myself in my short 19 years. I feel extremely proud of myself. It jsut doesn;t seem to be enough for my friends and acquanteces. I am not muscular, I don't have the most popularity at school and I know for a fact that it's my looks. No matter how hard I try to dress nicely, and be the friendliest I can be, people dont seem to look under my surface. They would prefer to invite a handsome but rude person to a party, than me, a respectable ugly person.