I Am the Black Sheep of the Family
Yup, I was a huge accident and my parents made sure that I knew. When I was 12 my mother actually told me the truth about everything, I was way too young to have to hear what she said i wish that she would have protected me from that instead of telling me it. When my father found out that my mother was pregnant he told her to have an abortion that he didnt want another kid, the only reason that my mother didnt do it is because she is catholic and its against her religion. She has always told me that she wish that she would of had a miscarriage when she was pregnant for me. I was the reason for my parents divorce. I always had told them I didnt ask to be born. They always seem to blame me for all the down falls of their lifes, but I was just a child how could I have caused all this on purpose. I started to believe them at one point . I always wished that my mom would have had an abortion, for I wouldnt have to live this miserable life. As a child I could remeber watching my brother and sister opening presents on christmas morning and when I asked where mine was my mother always said bad girls like you dont deserve to get anything, then she would throw me in my room so I wouldnt ruin their christmas. I was always the one to get beat when my mom came home drunk or high. My father never layed a hand on my brother or sister, but he beat me every chance he got. It used to kill me that they dont love, as a child I never felt love from them only hate and anger. My mom threw my out of the house when I turned 16. I lived in a crack house with my boyfriend for 6 months till it got busted by the cops. I was brought back home to my mothers house she lied and told them that I ran away. When I turned 17 I left and never went back, but I still see them and am tortured by them. I am always called the **** up of the family, the drughead, the *****, just a peice of white trash, thats all I ever will be to them...
By:
imperfectbeauty
Age:
18-21
,
Female
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