Just Doing My DutyWhen my mother was still alive I never Thought I'd feel like this about her mother. I don't hate my borderline grandma, I would just like her to keep quiet for 10 minutes after she gets home and not point out all the things I didn't do and then continue to curse and scream at the top of her voice that I'm selfish, useless, a **** and the latest I'm the devil's child and all this time I'm asking myself "what did I do? What was that for?" then she'll reply "you didn't switch the kettle on when i asked you to"
Hello!!! Is there something i'm missing here? So I'm a *****, selfish etc because i didn't switch on the kettle?
That's just crazy and before i joined this site, i used to run around the house looking for anything i might have missed while cleaning or forgot to put in its place. For the sake of peace. Just so she wouldn't scream at me, slam the door or call me names.
NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRIED, SHE STILL FOUND SOMETHING TO BLAME ME FOR.
So i quit
I don't do it anymore, i don't try to please her or make her happy it's impossible.
I tried, i failed its driven me a little crazy, a little narcissistic but I'm fine because sometimes its so crazy that i can't help but start laughing or wishing she was gone already forever