Will It Ever End?

She's almost 50- just got out of rehab again last week. With relapses every 8 months or so for the last 10 years I've decided to separate from my parents. I've tried to help and it just leads to fights and me feeling broken and out of control. I have my own family now- a wonderful husband and 1 year old boy. I know im maki true right decision- but still greasing the loss of my parents- my sons grandparents. I'm battering the guilt and depression. I just wonder if I will ever feel truly happy trying to live my life without them in it.... I know I was not happy the way it's been- but I just don't know if I'm doing the right thing.
Stacipug Stacipug
26-30, F
Jun 28, 2012