I Think Im In Love! Advice?

Sean has been gone, 1 month and 1 day, he's only got a little under two months to go until he's done with basic. Im toughing this out like a champ, but i still really  miss his, ive written his 38 letters (ive never written so much in my entire life) and ive received 10 now. His letters make me smile so much that i cry happy tears. He wants me to go to graduation, but i can't. My mom said no. It's too much money for plane tickets, hotel, food, and transportaion. I feel like crap because his family wont be going either and he'll be all alone his graduation day.
I've never felt like anyone has ever belonged in my life until now, I just feel like now that sean is gone that there is an empty place that he once was and that i cannot wait until he's home, so i can feel "whole" again. That's how i really  feel, and im not try ing to be cheesey and tacky cheeky
I love sean, with all my heart , and im not sure i could ever be without him in my life. We have been together 81/2 months now, and i love him, and im in love with him. I've had those "puppy love" relationships before, but this one feels so different, i feels right.
My mom even likes Sean, my WHOLE family does, and i've never had  that happen. There's usually one person that dislikes him (i have a BIG "italian" family) and they all love him. They say that Sean brings the best out in me, and that i've been truely happy since we've been together. I just feel like i'm finally  in love, and that he is the one for me. :)
am i thinking clearly?
could he be the one?
hanalouwho hanalouwho
18-21, F
3 Responses Jul 28, 2010

I'm so glad that you found someone that makes you feel special and makes you truly happy!! i know what you are feeling about his graduation i might not be able to go to my boyfriends graduation =( i wish the best for both of you!!

I'm so glad that you found someone that makes you feel special and makes you truly happy!! i know what you are feeling about his graduation i might not be able to go to my boyfriends graduation =( i wish the best for both of you!!

Only you know how you feel about him girl! Sometimes the toughest situations bring out the best in us! =] <br />
Im sorry you cant go to his graduation tho "/. It really is a one in a lifetime kinda thing. Its amazing! But since you cant go, maybe you could plan something really sweet and special to make up for it! =D