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Distraction From A Very Long Weekend!!!

Hey lets have fun and learn stuff:

1.     What's your favorite childhood memory?
Alright it’s not really a childhood memory but it’s my favorite memory.  As you know my dad is a marine and through my whole life he’s missed graduations, cheer competitions, proms, awards everything a father should be there for he’s missed it in someway or another. I’m not complaining and I’m not bitter because he never forgot he always made it up to us someway or another and I understand and I accepted it a very long time ago. When I graduated Med School my dad knew it was a big thing for me and I wanted him to be there more than anything in the world I didn’t want him to miss out on this one. Anyway as usual my dad was in the middle of deployment and my graduation fell three days before his homecoming my mom and brother and AJ, Aaron and the moms were all there like I’ve mentioned before they really are like an adopted family. My dad had given my mom a necklace with a letter to give to me on my graduation in case he missed it. I knew he was trying but it wasn’t the same I wanted him there but understood he couldn’t be – yes I was very, very upset but I wasn’t going to say anything because I knew he wanted to be there everyone knew I was upset as well and honestly tried to make it as easy as possible for me. As every graduation ceremony goes you get called up to the stage to get your diploma then you walk off when my name was called I walked onto the stage and looked at the photographer and something at the back of the room caught my eye when I looked over I recognized my father and AJ’s father at the back of the room and only because they were still in dessert camo. I froze mid step I couldn’t believe it I couldn’t believe he’d actually made it judging by my moms face she couldn’t believe it either. After the ceremony was over I made a bee line for him and he told me that he promised he was going to be here and he made sure of it apparently he did!!!! Like I said its not really a childhood memory but it’s something that will always stand out for me it was an important moment and my father always tried his hardest and missed a lot but always made up for it the thing about that one moment in my life is that it sums up how my dad is he’d do anything for kids he still will and it’s why he means so much to all of us.
2.     What is the one thing you have done that you regret?
I had a friend once that was extremely clever and extremely talented in art but she had some serious issues. She wasn’t my best friend but we were friends when I was 16 something happened to me and on the day it happened we were suppose to meet outside school then go to her house and we did but she was stoned we kind of got into a fight and I walked her home then left and walked back toward the base (home) I hated seeing her like that so I went home I knew I could have just called my brother or mom to pick me up but I was so angry!! Anyway this thing happened and the next time I saw her was at school I was not in a good place at all at the time and she came over to speak to me and I walked away from her.  like I said I was in a very bad place and I have no idea why I didn’t stay and listen to what she had to say but I didn’t I turned my back on her we left cause dad transferred and then came back for after a while by that time I was in a much better place and went to see her because it had been bugging me for so long. I went back to her house and for the first time we spoke to this day I know she blames herself for what happened and it’s in no way her fault she thinks because I walked away I blamed her but honestly I think at that point I blamed so many things on so many people she was just in the cross fire. I her told what really happened because I tried to make her realize that at that point in my life no normal human thought was going through my head but it did the complete opposite. So she still blames herself and she’s angry and I will always regret walking away from her that day at school because I know if I had stayed and listened to what she wanted to say she would have some kind of closure which she doesn’t have right now. 
3.     What did you want to be when you grow up?
A very long time ago I walked up to my parents and told them I wanted to be a dancer and when asked what kind of dancer I said you know the ones that wear those pretty cloths and dance on chairs and poles my dad nearly had heart failure on the spot and my mom was more relieved that I was going through a ******** phase at 6 and not 26 but it earned me my very first lecture on responsibility and respectful behavior lol a very funny thing about this is it got my cousin and his friends into very big trouble when my parents and his parents found out they let me watch some movie that had strippers on and they told me that they were dancing its how people dance at parties these days my dad probably had his second heart attack and asked them if I had gone to a party and started taking my cloths off they would be the ones to explain lol!!
4.     Do you believe in love at first sight?
Yes
5.     Do you believe in karma?
I’m going to keep this as short as possible lol once I start I sometimes cant stop and my family already thinks I’m insane so lets limit it to only them!! Firstly I believe that karma isn’t a punishment or a retribution like a lot of people do think I think its an extension or result of natural acts we do or don’t do karma actually means ‘deed’ or ‘act’ and is an action or reaction that governs all life. I don’t think karma and fate are the same thing at all because we make our own choices and decisions that lead to fate and our own destiny. Karma however is the balance between negative and positive as in you will reap what you sow if you reap goodness you will be good if you reap evil you will be evil you balance this all out in your actions and reactions to the things and people around you!!  so yes I do believe in karma but I think karma doesn’t stand alone it wont be karma if you don’t have fate and destiny with it so yes I believe in it but it comes with a whole bunch of other things – ok I’m stopping now!!
6.     What are you afraid of?
I’m afraid of a lot of things like spiders, snakes, rats, mice and clowns (clowns freak me out) anything below my ankle that has no legs or more than four legs is scary whatever it may be is not freaking normal!!
7.     Are you religious?
I’m not religious but I believe that if you a good person and you do good things and if you true to who you are you doing alright. I used to be religious but there’s so many things I don’t agree with but having my life and my job I do believe that there is a higher power I don’t know if it’s god but I think whoever or whatever it is has our back I think it has a great to do with respect.
8.     What does your screen name mean?
Lol my name and age 2 years ago lol
9.     What person do you trust the most?
I don’t have one person but it would be AJ, Aaron, Jason and Sam maybe on a different level it would be AJ.
10.   Tell us about your first boyfriend?
Lol ok it was so stereotypical!! My first boyfriend was the captain of the football team and the quarter back I was the captain of the cheerleading squad lol!! he had his nice moments but he was all about the football I think we went out for about six months before breaking up and then getting back together repeatedly for about two years we weren’t very compatible at all I think we fought more than anything else.
11.   What is the best compliment you have ever received?
You have the best heart I know it’s never about you it’s never about what you gain you the most selfless person I know I look into your eyes and I know that no matter what happens you looking out for thousands of other people it’s why I love you it’s why you my best friend you remind me everyday that its never always only just about me it’s about millions of other people with one smile you’ve taught me that putting other people before me is more rewarding you don’t have a mean bone in your body you pure in every action and reaction you have ever made I’m a better person because of you because of all these reasons but more importantly that you love me back I have no idea what you see in me but you love me back and thank my lucky stars everyday!
12.   What is the meanest thing anyone has said about you?
You may be proud of your family but the rest of us and America hopes your father dies a horrible and painful death better yet I hope you and the rest of those hypocritical murderers they call heroes and the people that support them die just as painfully and I hope you there to witness it happening before you die!
13.   What is the longest crush/relationship you have had?
Lol I’m still in it!!
14.   What is your greatest strength?
I’m loyal and trustworthy I think a lot of what I’ve been through in the past has kind of given a way to read people and see through a lot of bullshit.
15.   What is your greatest weakness?
Lol people in pain, hurting or don’t have any hope, animals, babies, family, and AJ especially AJ. DIMPLES – I love dimples!!!!
16.   What is your perfect pizza?
As long as it comes with good company and beer I don’t care!
17.   What is your first thought when waking up in the morning?
10 more minutes please just ten
18.   What is your last thought before you went to sleep?
AJ I imagined him right here next to me.
19.   What college do you want to go to?
I went to Harvard Med School
20.   Do you get along with your family?
Yes, they a very big and important part of my life they come first they always will 

Storm25 Storm25 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 12, 2011

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1. What's your favorite childhood memory?

Christmastime! Egg nog, family parties, decorating the tree, etc :)

2. What is the one thing you have done that you regret?

Staying with a verbally abusive ex for as long as I did! True, it completely led me to my husband, but still, he's a douchebag, treated me horribly, and I basically LET him treat me that way!

3. What did you want to be when you grow up?

A veterinarian! Then I took organic chem in college and realized, after barely passing the class, that I NEVER wanted to take it again!

4. Do you believe in love at first sight?

My hubby had me believe so ♥

5. Do you believe in karma?

Yep! But I also believe that wishing bad karma on a bad person will just give YOU bad karma.

6. What are you afraid of?

I can do clowns, but I can't do people with full masks or animal costumes! FREAKS me out! I'm also afraid to be around people that could faint or have a siezure. And I'm still sort of afraid of the dark. Oh and lightning now. After getting electrocuted through my laptop a few weeks ago, storms FREAK me out!

7. Are you religious?

Yep, Christian here!

8. What does your screen name mean?

Nickname sort of mixed with my last name.

9. What person do you trust the most?

Hubby and best friend. I trust them both completely!

10. Tell us about your first boyfriend?

That would be the douchebag mentioned above :-p

11. What is the best compliment you have ever received?

Any compliment where people realize I always mean the best and am optimistic! From a random stranger, I love when they tell me I have a beautiful smile :) (and not in the creepy way!)

12. What is the meanest thing anyone has said about you?

Any of the freaking rumors I've dealt with during this deployment. Like oh, I'm a freaking drunk ring taking off free drink getting gentlemen sleeping over and drawing on them cheater.

13. What is the longest crush/relationship you have had?

Longest relationship was on and off 6 years. Does it count that I feel as though I've known my hubby our whole lives? :-p

14. What is your greatest strength?

My loyalty.

15. What is your greatest weakness?

Baby animals. Oh I melt and wish I could save them all!!!

16. What is your perfect pizza?

Extra cheese, hamburg and green peppers :)

17. What is your first thought when waking up in the morning?

There are THOUGHTS in the morning???? I go on reflex.

18. What is your last thought before you went to sleep?

Praying to God, wishing for the cats to shut the hell up so I can fall asleep, wishing my hubby had his arms around me.

19. What college do you want to go to?

Already went to Gettysburg College.

20. Do you get along with your family?

Yes. Well? Probably not. I'm not too close to my siblings but I talk to my parents every week.

1. What's your favorite childhood memory?

Christmas with my family:)

2. What is the one thing you have done that you regret?

The day my dad went to prison I didn't say bye to him that morning. I had no clue that he wouldn't come home ever again. That was 7 years ago and it still makes me cry thinking about it.

3. What did you want to be when you grow up?

I've always wanted to be a nurse:)

4. Do you believe in love at first sight?

Yes

5. Do you believe in karma?

Kinda, but I don't see it as an energy more as something God will judge when its your time. If that makes sense.

6. What are you afraid of?

THUNDER! I freaking hate it.

7. Are you religious?

Yes, but Im not gonna get into it.

8. What does your screen name mean?

My initials plus my school ID haha

9. What person do you trust the most?

My family and Alex. Each in different ways

10. Tell us about your first boyfriend?

Some black kid haha he was such a JERK!!!!

11. What is the best compliment you have ever received?

That I am a very caring person. I think thats true:)

12. What is the meanest thing anyone has said about you?

I've pretty much been called everything in the book. Who hasn't ??

13. What is the longest crush/relationship you have had?

Alex:) 2+ years and still going strong<3

14. What is your greatest strength?

Im a really good listener and I just care a lot. Even if I don't know you I will be there for you.

15. What is your greatest weakness?

Im a HUGE pushover. and a bit of a control freak!

16. What is your perfect pizza?

Cheese no sauce! Yum!

17. What is your first thought when waking up in the morning?

"I don't wanna get up! Wahhhh!"

18. What is your last thought before you went to sleep?

"I wonder what Alex is dreaming of.."

19. What college do you want to go to?

Im not sure yet. Im thinking UT for midwifery

20. Do you get along with your family?

Yes they are the most important thing to me!