Welll....

well I know that I am not a Marine girlfriend anymore, and probably some people think I shouldn't be posting but, to be honest, I like having some place where I can talk about things that not everyone understands. Just to update on everything, Dan is now engaged. Yeah It was a week and they got engaged. She moved into his parents house with her baby and he bought her a brand new phone and all this **** for her son. I laugh because she is already proving how she is a gold digger but whatever. I ended up getting back with an old ex of mine, I don't know how it will go, but again I am takiing one day at a time. I have strong feelings for the guy I am with now, He was the first guy I ever loved, and I don't think that will ever change. I still love Dan, but in the end I know what is best for me, and that is not letting this whole thing get me down. My life is finally starting to look up again. Well right before Dan left for MCT he had put a status up about me, saying that he doesn't understand why I can't be happy for him, and how I can be over him so fast, and if I am then it means that I never loved him or I am just saying it to cover up. I was ticked my exact words to him were
"Your the one who said I should be happy and I am. So let it go. Okay. If your allowed to move on so am I. So why make it seem like I should be the one sitting back, I've got a life to, and I am living it. I waited 3 months for you, and I don't regret it, but don't make me feel like I shouldn't be allowed to move on and live mine. I am 18 and I am gonna have fun. So I am done "bashing" if that what you want to call it. I wish you and Katie luck...and I am not putting that sartasticly. I don't want to sit around and wait for something that isn't. I have my life and whether you choose to be in it is or not is your choice. I can be nice, I do have that trait ya know. So good luck with MCT and your life, and maybe I'll see you around."


He made me mad, Like really...you moved on..why can't I. People think I am a **** for it, but what doesn't make since is that If I am a **** what are they, it took them a week to be engaged...I was with the guy I am with for almost a year before this. I have always talked to him, and he was always there for me. she wasn't in your life for 2 and half years. but whatever its your life.

So yeah that is pretty much everything as of now, oh and his mom hates me for no reason. She told me that she would always be there for me, but guess who never says a single word to me, even after I thanked her for everything. Its whatever I guess.