Ahh The First Of October....So I told myself I would stop dreading and lving my life as a countdown until my bf leaves for bootcamp training at the end of this month, but I can't help it. However I"m going to explain my reasonings
1.) After my bf took the test, he got aviation as one of his options however he wants to pursue it but truly he wants to do the marines so he can get the upperhand in being a state trooper one day but he hasn't done any of his research so I don't want him to be doing all these extra stuff and he doesn't become a state trooper when he grows up
2.) His recruiter is so unclear about his career path options...like MOS wise
3.) I don't want his permanent ba
4.) I love him so much and I feel so selfish but...I DON'T WANT HIM TO LEAVE, I CAN'T SURVIVE WIITHOUT HIM, HE'S MY OTHER HALF
I'm trying to be strong but it's scares me to death knowing the date is approaching...my heart beats so much faster knowing that someone I have loved for the past 4 years won't be in the same state as me and we will barely have contact for the next 3 months, and after he comes back for his break, 3-6 months after.