Just One Of Those Days...

Do yall ever have those days where you just miss your marine so much that it feels like anytime someone says "hey whats up" all you really wanna do is start rambling about him? well thats kinda what i'm trying to avoid doing. I have nothing really to do today because i'm supposed to be studying but all i am really accomplishing is reading other stories on here and thinking about him. Being sick just seems to make it that much worse because i just want him here to make me feel better. I know he'll be home in a little over a month but time just seems to be dragging. I send him texts i know he won't get anytime soon and i've reorganized my room multiple times just to distract myself. I feel bad for going on and on to my friends who just dont get it. But i don't really know what to do...besides hope for a phone call tonight...