Totaly Selfish Moment
Hey Ladies. So I'm feeling a little selfish right now. I just got off the phone with Jim it was like a 5 minute call. We text for a few hours before that, driving me nuts but he refused to call because I was at my Grandfathers 80th Birthday party. So after the phone call I felt totally frustrated, lonely and ready to break into tears. I don't want to cry right now cuz my whole family is here and I'm not in the mood for questions. I feel selfish because even though I know I can talk to him for a little while tomorrow and that he has a 3am fire watch all i want is a long conversation and some serious Jim time to myself. Just frustrated at the situation mostly, wanting him to do what's best for him and at the same time wanting him all to myself. Just needed to get it out.