He's Hit The Halfway Mark And I Hit The Lowest MarkIt's T30, and James has pretty much hit the halfway mark in boot camp. I'm beginning to get excited about that. I'll finally be able to:
A.) take a nice road trip (I hope it's a road trip) to NC.
B.) witness a ceremony branding our own men and women with the title United States Marine and entrusting with them our lives.
C.) I'll finally be able to see James again.
But despite all of that, I feel lower than dirt today. It was beautiful out today, and it finally reached 85 degrees here in CT. And it hurts that all of my "friends" kind of just said, "Hey. Uh, I don't like you enough to hang out with you because I have cooler friends than you. " I asked someone to hang out today, and she's like, "Okay, let's hang out at noon at the town square." and I said okay. At noon I was at the town square and I text her asking if she's there yet and I get, "Oh, no I'm with Lauren at the mall. Tough luck for you."
And Lauren is a really popular girl who hates me and literally beats me up. She's intent on stealing James from me because they've had some history and now that he's going to be a Marine. I really don't like her. She's stealing everything from me, from friends, to jewelery, my fiancé. Everything... Today she just made it clear that beside the Marine friends and James... I'm pretty much alone.
Dessiedess 18-21, F 1 Response 0 Apr 16, 2012