I Need You Guys Most!Hey everyone,
I just need some prayers and advice. I just got the most awful news that one of our great friends, and my boyfriends best friend passed away a few hours ago. I am honestly lost...I dont know what to say, everyone is calling me telling me to call Patrick, and I just dont have to words. He called me and told me he needs to figure things out. I completely understand that because I already lost 2 of my close friends and now Ryan. Patrick's yonger brother just called me crying and girls I dont know what to say...this is killing me. Everyone is telling me to make sure he is not feeling alone when honestly everyone is leaving me alone...Ryan and I were supposed to go see Patrick in May. I stuck at school and everyone is together right now. I can' t be home I have exams tomorrow and the rest of the week. I need my friends I need to be home but I need to be there for Patrick and I dont know how to be. I texted him saying, 'Babe, I know I do not have the right words to say and no one will. Losing a close friend isn't easy, trust me I know. I've already lost two and now Kehoe (we all call him by his last name). But you can't let it break you, I can tell you Kehoe does not want to se you crying right now, he would never want to hurt you. We say that God gave me you for the ups and downs and its true I'm here, you can call me or text me any time of the day or night, I'll always answer. Jus tknow that you are not going through this alone i'm right here beside you. I love you Patrick and please please don't blame yourself."
I need some advice on what to do...I know when I lost my friends I just didn't want to be around anyone or talk to anyone because no one understood but I know that I can't leave Patrick to feel alone by himself 800 miles away from all of us.
Please pray for us.
jesspatt22 18-21, F 4 Responses 0 Apr 29, 2012