Husband Left To Spain This Morning.

I am crushed. I feel like i lost my best friend. He left this morning and I know that overseas, he will be contacting me less and I pray for God to give me the strength to go on because that is what I need. I don't know how I am going to survive this deployment for 7 months. It breaks my heart knowing that he is not here with me. Those in normal relationships don't know the **** we go through and how military wives and girlfriends have to suffer. I know it will make us stronger but I can't help but have flashbacks of the times he was here with me. I pray to God he gets to come home early and if he does then I hope he comes home safe, unharmed and alive. I wish everybody did not have to suffer through these deployments but somebody has to live this life.
ElviraLove ElviraLove
18-21, F
1 Response May 20, 2012

I know it hard my boyfriend just left for Cuba. I miss him like crazy. Hell be for three months then he goes to Spain for 8. Just realize that you can go visit when hes over their for family day! Be strong if you wanna talk message me. It would be nice to talk to someone in my same position.