Harder Than I Thought :'(Well i got a text from Jimmy saying they might deploy him in August or September..I was kinda in shock i wasnt really expecting that until that time next year..Yes its just a buzz going around right now and yes its 1-3 months (We all know Military changes things at last minute) But with this being my first boyfriend in the Military and first deployment EVER its hard! I mean yeah i knew it would be hard but this hard,I had no idea!!! Iv cried for like an hr straight...He wants to go and i love him so i'll wait for him but its sooooo hard to be that supportive girlfriend...He hate's knowing its hurting me and i dont want him to worry about me its just so hard..How do i deal with it?? How do i stay supportive when all i want todo is cry my eyes out??
HayHay1 16-17, F 4 Responses 0 Jun 1, 2012