NumbToday I feel numb.I am functioning but with out any real energy to do anything.I feel lonely but not unloved,sad but thankful .My bed is filled with pillows but this is not the same as feeling my Marine next to me and so Ill pray. Ill pray that God keeps both of us in each others heart. Ill pray that even though I feel numb my heart still pumps strongly for the love we share and the arms that we yearn to be in.I will pray that God keeps him safe where ever he is and that he knows I love him even though I feel numb today. And so with tears in my heart Ill pray.
greebrow 41-45, F 5 Responses 1 Jul 15, 2012