I'm Afraid To Be Hopeful, But I Want So Bad To Be.Earlier today, I was skyping Chris. :) He got me a ring! But I don't get it until he get's home in September...
This is where the fear of getting my hopes up comes in..
I miss him so much. I told him tonight it would be a miracle if he got to be home sooner than September, and he just smiled really big and shrugged his shoulders. So, I asked him if he was coming home sooner than September?? He simply smiled and changed the subject.
He's supposed to come home the first week of September. The weekend before that, my best friend and I are going out for our 18th birthdays. My birthday is the first week of August, but my friends is the weekend I move in for college, so I'm coming home to celebrate together.
Chris asked Lex today when we were doing our birthday weekend.
I don't want to get my hopes up, but I get the impression that he'll be home for my birthday weekend. He's acting suspicious, and so is my best friend..
How do I deal with this????
cjpromise 18-21, F 3 Responses 0 Jul 15, 2012