22 DaysIn the begining of our relationship everything was perfect. I had found my soul mate and I was more then pleased to be with him. Everything was great until I found out about his lies. It crushed me. It left us in the midst of a Brutal battle of me begging why and him giving no answers.We would fight until 5 am until I would just hang up the phone because I was tired of his abuse. I still have no answers but Im trying. Ive been trying so hard for the last two weeks to drop it. Not forget what he did but forgive. I havent brought up any of his lies, or the girls, even though its this burning question inside my head on a daily basis. we have both really been trying to fix this. The last couple of days has been hard for me. I dont know if hes doing it on purpose or what. Hes been ignorning my calls. I have to call 2 or 3 times before he bothers to pick up. He doesnt want to skype. He gives me the excuse of hes bumming internet right now and he doesnt have a good connection. Well to me thats funny considering hes on facebook all day. Then yesterday, I called on my smoke break, no answer. I called at lunch.: no answer. I called after work: no answer. I called before I went to my photo shoot: a 5 min convo consisting of "there better be no guys there! Call me as soon as you get back" After my photoshoot: I called talked for a half a hour. Then he said he had to go to the drug store down the street and he would be about half an hour and he would call me back. He never called me back. So i went out with my friends and before I went since we were going for a two hour drive I called him. Another no answer. So last night when I got back I called, another no answer. But then I noticed he was online on BOTH skype and facebook so I called again. After 5 rings he finally picked up. Hi? oh hey babe! like nothing is going on so i said what are you doing? hes like oh im just chillen. is that why you didnt answer your phone or call me back when you saw that I called? Oh sorry.
Im so confused. Im trying so hard to make this work and then he does this. :(
leladawn 22-25, F 2 Responses 0 Aug 10, 2012