New To This...I'm not really good with forums... nor am I really good at talking about things that bug me with complete strangers... I read through some posts and they are so touching. I haven't been with my boyfriend for very long but I can feel that it's something real. He's obviously a Marine and we basically started our relationship long distance. I miss him like crazy. It's only two months until I see him again and that's for the formal ball. It seems so irrational to be in love with someone that I haven't even known for that long but it's definitely something that cannot be explained. He's in training right now and he graduates in December. He told me that he is on a team to be deployed but doesn't know when. I don't even know how to react. I feel like I'm so lost to this whole institution. I'm scared of everything for the first time in my life. But at the same time I am so incredibly enamored with this man. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think of him. We are fortunate to have texting, calling, and Skype. I am just so nervous for the day he tells me we can't talk everyday. How do you do it? If I don't talk to him for a day, I feel like I haven't talked to him in a week. My parents also don't understand at all. Sometimes I feel like it will never work. Other days I think it will. Am I thinking too far in advance? Am I being a silly love-stricken girl? Is it possible to be this in love with someone so far away so quickly??
TwentyYearsofSnow 18-21 1 Response 0 Sep 9, 2012