So...

Well, this is the final weekend being together with my boyfriend for a whole 6 months. I know yall who have talked to me have told me everything will be fine. I know it will, it's just the fact of being so used to having him here and of what has happened to me in the past scared me me so much that i could never trust anyone again but he truly turned my life around he is the only person i feel safe with but gotta stay strong and im thankful I have yall to help me through this and give me the support i need so i can show him i'll be fine <3
Arlisa23 Arlisa23
18-21, F
2 Responses Sep 21, 2012

Seems just exactly how I feel now.
The first week without him was AWFUL, I couldn't sleep, didn't want to talk to anyone. I would cry randomly. I still miss him whole lot but it gets better with every day. Stay strong for him! He needs that!

I hope the best for you. It's actually hitting me harder than him. I think it's because he told me he was going to cry and i know he is going to but it hurts like hell actually seeing him cry.

You got this! I'm on month 4, of 6 and I'll tell ya it can be a roller coster at times but the first few weeks are the hardest. After that your mind and body sink into a rhythm that allows you to be contently happy even when you miss him like crazy

Thank you, I really appreciate it. I also hope you all the best as well.