So it's official I'm the worst wife ever. I have officially managed to hurt my husband again. I don't know how I keep messing things up in our relationship but I do some how. I would do anything to go back and fix things. I would do whatever it took to make things right. I can't lose the love of my life. I can't hear him say that he can't do this anymore. I can't hear it, it will shatter my heart. He said he will call me in the morning. But that feels like an eternity from now. I haven't left all night and now I have to get up and start a full day of work and try not to break down and cry. I can't focus, all I can do is wait and hope that when he does call and I do pick up that phone it won't be the words that I dread most in the world. I hope that I will hear him say we can work this out. God please help me and my husband work through this and move on. Please help me understand what I have in my life and how I can stop messing things up so bad. God please give me the strength to get through this.