And Reality Hits!

Well, tonight it slapped me in the face, and hard at that! That my boyfriend (Dustin) is getting deployed in less then a month. I guess I have just been in Lala land for the last couple months not really wanting to except the fact that he's going back over there to that horrible place.(Afghanistan) I know in my heart that everything is going to be okay, and he will come home safe and sound. It's just... Time. Time without him! We're inseparable. I feel lost without him when he's gone.
ALeenerts ALeenerts
18-21, F
2 Responses Dec 4, 2012

Good luck and just hang in there, I won't say it'll be over before you know it because that's just irritating :) but you will make it through and I know you can do this!

You'll be fine because you can do it you stronger than think the first month sucks rocks but once you roll with it you'll be fine take one day at time you going to have bad days so go with that and you going to want to scream and shout so do that stay positive but right now just enjoy every second moment you have left with because it will help through the deployment!! Good luck and we all here for you