Writing How I Feel
So I figure the best way for me to try and deal with my fear if Ryan and my kids not getting along was to write him a letter in the book I have been writing in. I wrote telling him I care about him a lot and that I really want things to work when he comes home but that I'm scared the kids will scare him off. I told him in it that the kids don't always behave well, and that when they act up I'm afraid he will be like I'm done this is too much for me to handed. Hopefully I will get to talk to him soon and express my concerns about him and my kids. I'm really hoping that he wil understand since my kids come first.