At A Bump In The Road

Okay, so me and my Marine have been together for 2 years now and we are very much in love! I have already gone through the torture of him being away in boot camp, and now he is gone back to San Diego for MOS. Then he goes off to Virginia for the rest of the year. I am extremely strong and so is he. We are ready for the time to come, but today i am acting very emotional. I have been in tears and i am scared and flustered with so many different thoughts! Seeing our pictures around the house is making me cry, hearing anything on the tv or radio that deals with military is making me act up... i just need a little push of support! Whats up with me today?!
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2 Responses Jan 26, 2013

As Ally121193 said, It happens! We can't always stay strong! Sometimes we just have points in time where we break down. Keep your head up and don't let today get you down!

You are fine thos happens to me sometimes. Its hard to be strong all the time. We keep things in and it builds up until one day it just has to come out. I have moments where ill see or hear something that reminds me of him and the next second I have tears running down my face. We dont exactly have an easy job so its ok to get worked up every now and then. Just know that time will pass there is nothing that will stop the days from growing fewer.

I just try to tell myself that in the end it will all be worth it.