hey girls.... so nate just got home on saturday and i haven't gotten a phone call or anything still... but my friend that knows him keeps telling me to call him.. and not to be affriad. but i'm so affraid of rejection. i don't know wht to do, i want to write him an e mail to just aleast get some closur, but honestly i don't want closur! i want him!!!! : ( i want us. i hate this, i hate being affraid to call the man i love because for some reason something in him just stopped or something. i have no idea. it was soo hard to go through all day saturday knowing that at that moment i was supose to be where he was, i promised him that i would be there when he got off the plane and i wasn't.... that day that i had been looking forward to for months! and i was home sitting by myself wondering how he was.... what do i do girls? i don't know if i should contact him or not...and if i should, how?