I'm not having a good evening.
Everything makes me think of him.
Even the stupid moon....
and I cant stop crying.

I know. Random. Sorry. Just felt like saying something.

The worse part....I think i've forgotten what it feels like to cuddle with him :'(
annddddd here come the tears again......

jolenemarie jolenemarie
18-21, F
4 Responses Feb 10, 2009

awww....you girls are so sweet :) Thanks for all the love...i'm feeling much better today so far. (horray for coffee stands lol) <br />
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Amasky: He has been gone just about 2 1/2 months<br />
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bahhhhh......need to get the hell out of this house..... lol

i have those days too... eventually i remember that christopher would be upset if he knew i cried a lot, so that settles me down a bit.. Your man wouldn't want you to be super dooper upset, cheer up! :) if you need someone to talk to I'm here... Chris has been gone since september.

yeah...he is deployed...

Is he deployed? I'm so sorry for your pain. Nearly nothing is worse than seeing the things that are always around to remind you of the person who is not with you.