I Just Need to Vent *UPDATE*

*NOTE: i'm sorry if this seems completly redundent and insignificant...but I just..I really need to vent for a second*

I'm seriously getting sicker. and its bad.
I went to Urgent Care last night and the doctor said ok, you dont quite have pneumonia yet, so here is this inhaler. if your temperature goes up any, call me.

I had a bad reaction to the inhaler last night(heart rate skyrocketed, anxious, twitchy, etc). tried to call a doctor, no one would talk to me.

Called my doctors again today, left messages. No one has called me back yet.

My friends cant come over cause i'm contaigous
My family wont come over cause i'm contaigous.
It hurts to talk on the phone to anyone.

And the one person who wouldnt mind being around his biohazard wife is ******* gone.

I just really want Andrew right now :'(

Today just really ******* sucks schweaty ballz (haha... anyone else love that episode of SNL?? anyone anyone?)

Ok no but seriously. Dont pity me. I just needed to vent for a minute.....
So my ******* retard doctor finally called me back (seriously, its a good thing i'm on tricare for this **** or I would be beyond royally mad).

I have pneumonia. ok, fine. go to walgreens last night,get the antibiotics. and went and slept for 11 ******* HOURS LAST NIGHT! that's just nuts. anyway. I feel like the walking dead right now (someone throw on some Greatful Dead!!!).
but I dont have that watery, wheezing sound in my chest anymore. (thank God). So we'll see what happens in the next few days.
Oh and my reaction to the inhaler? apparently normal. wtf. thats messed up when a side effect is near ER panic. Kind of like on Allegra, one of the side effects is death....yeah....wtf.
anyway.  It was wonderful to see the comments this morning :)

You ladies are awesome, and I love you all!!!

jolenemarie jolenemarie
18-21, F
3 Responses Feb 23, 2009

yea hun i hope you get better...it sounds fricken serious...<br />
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HAHAHA biohazard wife...I LOVE IT!!...(sorry i had to say that)...<br />
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and yes schweatty ballz is the best;-)

Lord that sucks and i hope you feel better. Even when we are sick we still feel better when the one we love is around. I remember how bad i wanted my ex around in times like that. If it gets worse go to urgent care or the hospital. I hate doctors or should I say going to one not to offend anyone.

ahh they need to call you back b4 it gets worse. Hope you feel better soon!!!